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I love people. It makes me feel good to be around them. I love to make friends .. and for my 18 years of existence I think I’ve earned a lot to last till my next life time. It may sounds exaggerated but believe me or not, it’s the truth. I’m writing this down not to brag about that but to explain that I may be everybody's friend but I can’t and never will be a ‘good’ friend to everyone. It’s my personality to try to be good to every stranger but I also have the tendency to be at my best and show my worst only to a few great friends I have. Oh, see? I used the term great ‘cause I may call everyone my “best” friend, but I think I can never measure who among them is the good, better or best for me ‘cause everyone is great in their own way. And every friendship I have is different from the other, no one among my friendships will be the same. Because for every friendship, I put a different effort, a different thought, a special feelings, and both of us make memories different to others.
Oh, how I love to make those few great friends smile, feel loved and treasured. <3
And how I hate the feeling deep inside that there are some people whom I have unintentionally taken for granted, and that’s what I’m talking about on how I can never give my best part to every friendship I have. I am sorry. The main reason for making this blog.
If I can only give a piece of me to everyone. If only, I’d gladly do so. I made this public, yeah. But really, this is not intended for them to read. #