and for the longest time since we fall apart, this is gonna be the first time, i will bravely admit in public that i do, miss this guy.

he is my best-guy-friend ever. as in a friend. just a very close friend with no malice and i don’t know if i’ll ever have a friendship with an opposite sex, this close, again. he is so much like a brother to me. someone i can be with all day and all night and still have so much to talk about. and still we would have long conversations thru texts… we can do and talk about silly things and never get offended. we play, go out together, drink together, we argue a lot, but we have accepted everything about each other, we’re there for each other through our greatest down fall and during the best moments in each others life…until the day both of us got tired.

im can’t blame him for everything i got through, for the way we ended up ‘cause i know i also did a lot for us to be like this. No more text, long talks, plays and all..it’s as if we never had the “best” friendship moments in the past. how sad it was right? He’s at fault, im at fault. We’re both at fault. and i guess we have not given our best in making things right between us…sigh.

And i think, maybe , just maybe this is the way some things end. :(

Junior year. 2010.

finally, i’ll be blogging about this. yeah. THIS.

time sure flies when you’re having fun. it’s like one day i woke up and then there, i had 2 and half years of college behind me. and thinking about everything i had during those years, well, it was priceless. all the things, all the experiences, all the pains, happiness, every emotion… and all the people, whether they’re still in my life right at this moment or gone. they were so much a part of me. tho they pass by so FAST. hoho. TO THEM, i am thankful.

so lets go back to THIS. to now. i had a great sem btw. super enjoy, had so much trips, fun and friends and i would like to keep them all in my life. this was my most productive sem, ever since i started college. but when i saw my grades a while ago, i can say that in the last 6 semester [including summer practicals], this is the worst set of grades i got. i felt sad.

but after letting the disappointing emotions out, and had a few chats with my friends. i suddenly felt okay. NO REGRETS after all. ‘cause, i had a blast this sem. :)) and 2010 is doing a great job in making itself one of the most remarkable year in my 18 years of existence. and i know for a long time, it will be. super CHUBBY ng year na ‘to. tho there’s still a lot of “not-so-good” memories, it’s still one heck of a year. and i still got two months to make it worthwhile. ♥

what is love??

love? love is patient. love does not ask anything in return and is not boastful. love is life. and love is the beautiful people around me. :)

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WHAT IS ONE THING YOU WISH YOU COULD CHANGE ABOUT YOURSELF?

my being short tempered. yeah. thats it. not everyone can understand that its just me. but after a little while, all my anger were easily gone.

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